Living for me
Hey guys! I know it's been awhile since I've checked in, but things are going pretty okay with me. Friday is my birthday and I will be 35...wow! I can't even think back to a year where I actually enjoyed my birthday. I have been on social media and everyone seems to be having fun and enjoying themselves for their day, and I am starting to feel anxiety. I'm all in my head! Am I fun? Do I remember how to be fun? Will anyone come to help me celebrate? Those thoughts shouldn't be consuming me right now. I am dreading turning 35 because I feel like my life is not on track. I'm doing better than before financially since I've learned how to save lol. Still there is something missing. I have spent years being someone that he wanted me to be that I think I have lost myself. I should't be so consumed with thoughts of knowing how to let loose and have fun...should I? I mean 35 isn't THAT old, is it? I've noticed that becoming a mom and also trying to ...